Wow how different things can be. I am registered for school and am waiting on Financial Aid to go through. I am SO excited for this fall, my classes and moving out are included in the excitement. Quite frankly, they are the reason for excitement.
I love school. And up until now I thought that I wanted to have a career. More specifically since I was a senior in high school. I wanted to be a Marine Biologist. Then I changed to Social Work. I registered for classes to start my social work degree - I am excited for them, I really am,but my goals are a little different.
I was talking to a friend and we were talking about of all things - careers and marriage. She always thought that she would go to college, get a career and become successful. Somewhere along the way she would get married and have kids. Then it made me think about what I want. I realized the growing up I never had a career in mind. Of course, I would want to be a teacher, a vet, a meteorologist etc... but nothing ever stuck.
I realized recently that ALL I want to do is to be a wife and a mom. I want to meet my special someone and get married and have kids. I don't want a career, I know school is important but is just until I get married. My only fear now is that I am not going to find that someone, that I'm going to miss him when he comes. So now I am stuck. I like 2 different guys, and I don't feel like either one could ever like me, but I still enjoy spending time with both of them. So until they move 2 hours away, I'm just going to enjoy my summer and hope that I get some inspirations soon because I really need it.
