This is the Beginning

Hello Everyone! 

This blog is for all of you friends and family to keep up with me as I am making the most dramatic decision I have made in  my life. Going to Hawaii (almost 3000 miles away) for school.

As many of you know, this was not an easy decision, and it still pops into my mind if I have made the right choice to make this move. I have been packing, and it is so stressful trying to decide what to bring, and hoping I don't forget anything that is absolutely necessary. I am really excited to make this move, but it is freighting as well. 

Here it comes, The Reason for my questioning. You see, 10+ months ago I met a guy. We went to a dance and we were pretty good friends. Eventually, I started to like this guy ( as I have done many times in the past ), and it was so different from those other guys I had known. Months passed, and my feelings for him were stronger. We started dating, with a lot of things going against us. And now, I am happier with him than anyone else other than my family and my best friend. He really is my best friend and I love him with all my heart. Leaving him is the hardest thing that I have ever done, and I really really don't want to have to say goodbye. 

As I am packing, I cry a little... okay, well a lot. I am really nervous, and here I sit at 1 in the morning, it hasn't really really hit me yet that I'm moving in less than 36 hours. Wish me luck, I am going to need it.

~Jasmine