Well hello everyone! I am stinky at updating this, I know :/
These last 2 weeks haven't been very eventful, aside from a few choice things. I didn't really watch all of conference, I slept through the morning sessions and watched the afternoon ones, so that's good.
Well the last 2 weeks have been full of homework. A lot of it. SO on Monday, the 7th, I really needed to go to Food Land and I didn't want to go by myself so I asked my lovely friend Teresa to come with me. We went and it was a grand girl time. She is super nice - and not from Utah! she's from California :0. When we went I bought, and this is going to sound so random... Cereal (Crunch berries) Ritz crackers, and a multi-vitamin. I haven't been eating rounded meals at all, so hopefully I don't die of a lack of nutrients now (by golly they are expensive!). So on Tuesday I really wasn't feeling well, and honestly, I almost threw up . . . ew I know, so I hadn't eaten all day and I was shaking like a leaf because I was so afraid of throwing up because then I would have to miss class. I made a decision that day as well that I really need to study more for biology and it was reinforced on Thursday when I took my 2nd test. The rest of Tuesday was spent doing nothing because my brain literally would just stop its train of thought in the middle of me doing something, it was not a good day by any means.
Wednesday was spent PREPPING FOR WHITE GLOVE CHECKS. Mostly doing my laundry and deep cleaning my room, vacuuming the carpets etc. It was kind of horrible. Luckily, I got to talk to one of my friends, so that made my relatively happy for the moment (if the same thing happened today, it would not have had the same effect at all). My homework took forever that day and I so did not want to deal with life. So this day I really missed Brendan more than I usually do. I'm not sure why, but I really needed a hug from him. I haven't had a hug in like a month... and I really like hugs :(. Thursday was pretty okay. We had out white glove and we all passed, thank heavens. I posted on Facebook that I was having issues with Biology, and Uncle Michael gave me some tips and they helped! Thanks a ton Michael!!!
Friday, now that was not very good. I slept in because a canoe came to Laie Bay, so my Hawaiian Studies class was cancelled, so I didn't have class until 3:40. I did homework for HWST and got a lot done on a pretty big project. that night I went and had one of my bi-weekly single movie nights. It was the Corpse Bride, and I realized even more that I do not like Tim Burton Movies, they are just too creepy for me. Saturday was a day that I did a ton. Oh my heavens. I got up really early - like 7:50 and went to a Relief Society activity. It was a get to know you one and we - sorry if this offends anyone - played a bunch of games that really made me feel SO awkward. I am trying to go outside my box a little, but it was really weird for me. That went for a bit and I tried to find someone to go to the beach with - I literally texted everyone I know here who's number I have - but to no avail, so I decided to go on my own. This was a big step for me because I do not like going places by myself here, I'm afraid I will get lost and be all alone and nobody would car (literally, nobody would notice if I just disappeared). Any-who I went to Temple Beach. Isn't it so pretty?!?
So when I went to the beach, I was outside for like an hour and got sunburned - and I did apply sunscreen multiple times. But oh my, Saturday isn't over yet. Alex Boye was performing that night and I went! My friend met me outside my hale (he lives in the next one over) and we went over together. We, well he made us, sat behind bars so we could put our feet up without being all awkward. I had a really good time, and Alex Boye is really funny. I am so glad I decided to go, and honestly, I was amazed that my friend didn't just go sit by someone else. So, that made me feel a lot better about myself. I didn't go to bed early because we went to another hale and talked to a bunch of people until quite late. (once again, I was surprised he let me go).
Sunday. Fast Sunday. Well, my meals weren't any different because the school doesn't serve breakfast, and I am too lazy to eat lunch before church (mine starts at 12:20). It was fine, I don't think there was anything amazing about it, other than all the powerful testimonies. Ward prayer was fun, now that I have been to one. This guy Justin, who is also in my Book of Mormon class came and we talked. He was really nice, and I thought we would get along, I really haven't talked to him since... that kinda makes me sad. Maybe I will try to get to know him better, you should know why if you know me.
Wow. That was only a week! That was a pretty busy week. Wow.
Monday! Well I didn't do a ton, other than go to FHE (we were supposed to play Ultimate Frisbee, but we didn't) and talk to a few girls in my ward and hale. There is this girl Cynthia, as I later learned, who was playing my favorite Lindsey Stirling song: Crystallize. It was amazing, and I told her so. On Monday night it was rainy and I was FREEZING and felt like I hadn't slept a wink. Turns out like the whole campus was the same way, go figure, we all kind of looked like zombies walking around. Tuesday was the day that I really started worrying about my grades, getting a job and paying for school. I am seriously so stressed it isn't even funny at all.
Wednesday was Daddy's birthday! Don't worry, I have it now, and I am going to send it out hopefully Monday :/. I love you dad, and I can't wait to see you again! On this day I took my math test... 66%. I am ashamed. I cried, like tears were streaming down my face when I got back to my room. Thursday! Well I got a lot done in like an hour right before Bio. I did homework, which I have like never done. We are starting the Genetics Unit, which I LOVE! They are so interesting, and I like to think I understand it better than cell stuff. I took my bio test... 56%. These seriously are the WORST test scores I have gotten in my life. I don't even know what is my problem, it is worrying me beyond belief.
Finally, Friday. On this lovely day, my HWST teacher decided to let us forgo class and enjoy the 'aina. ( it is the land, or that which feeds). Instead of going outside, I got my housekeeping things and paper filled out. I figured that if I did it then, I could do more for me Saturday. The movie I watched, and I have dubbed Friday nights 'Date Night with Myself' because I don't have friends :(. I watched The Clash of the Titans, which I have been wanting to see for a while, and I quite liked it. Today! Well, yesterday technically, but close enough. I slept in and didn't even set an alarm. I got up before 9. I went to the beach with one of the girls I know, McKenna, and her "flatmates" as she calls them :). Anyways, I don't think they liked me... or the fact that I crashed their party... Well I did get a little burned, but that's okay! It wore me out. I came home, showered, ate and then slept. It was great. I ate dinner later and then watched the Addams Family. I didn't like it, and it was a waste of 2 hours, quite frankly.
Well, there you go. My boring adventures. I am probably going to post something tomorrow, or today rather... but nobody has to read it, I just really need to vent all my frustrations away, and sorry, but I will be vague. If you feel you need more details, just message me or something because I have NO cell service in my room, and that is where I spend most of my time.
Have a happy day all you people!
Loves, Jaz
Well the last 2 weeks have been full of homework. A lot of it. SO on Monday, the 7th, I really needed to go to Food Land and I didn't want to go by myself so I asked my lovely friend Teresa to come with me. We went and it was a grand girl time. She is super nice - and not from Utah! she's from California :0. When we went I bought, and this is going to sound so random... Cereal (Crunch berries) Ritz crackers, and a multi-vitamin. I haven't been eating rounded meals at all, so hopefully I don't die of a lack of nutrients now (by golly they are expensive!). So on Tuesday I really wasn't feeling well, and honestly, I almost threw up . . . ew I know, so I hadn't eaten all day and I was shaking like a leaf because I was so afraid of throwing up because then I would have to miss class. I made a decision that day as well that I really need to study more for biology and it was reinforced on Thursday when I took my 2nd test. The rest of Tuesday was spent doing nothing because my brain literally would just stop its train of thought in the middle of me doing something, it was not a good day by any means.
Wednesday was spent PREPPING FOR WHITE GLOVE CHECKS. Mostly doing my laundry and deep cleaning my room, vacuuming the carpets etc. It was kind of horrible. Luckily, I got to talk to one of my friends, so that made my relatively happy for the moment (if the same thing happened today, it would not have had the same effect at all). My homework took forever that day and I so did not want to deal with life. So this day I really missed Brendan more than I usually do. I'm not sure why, but I really needed a hug from him. I haven't had a hug in like a month... and I really like hugs :(. Thursday was pretty okay. We had out white glove and we all passed, thank heavens. I posted on Facebook that I was having issues with Biology, and Uncle Michael gave me some tips and they helped! Thanks a ton Michael!!!
Friday, now that was not very good. I slept in because a canoe came to Laie Bay, so my Hawaiian Studies class was cancelled, so I didn't have class until 3:40. I did homework for HWST and got a lot done on a pretty big project. that night I went and had one of my bi-weekly single movie nights. It was the Corpse Bride, and I realized even more that I do not like Tim Burton Movies, they are just too creepy for me. Saturday was a day that I did a ton. Oh my heavens. I got up really early - like 7:50 and went to a Relief Society activity. It was a get to know you one and we - sorry if this offends anyone - played a bunch of games that really made me feel SO awkward. I am trying to go outside my box a little, but it was really weird for me. That went for a bit and I tried to find someone to go to the beach with - I literally texted everyone I know here who's number I have - but to no avail, so I decided to go on my own. This was a big step for me because I do not like going places by myself here, I'm afraid I will get lost and be all alone and nobody would car (literally, nobody would notice if I just disappeared). Any-who I went to Temple Beach. Isn't it so pretty?!?
So when I went to the beach, I was outside for like an hour and got sunburned - and I did apply sunscreen multiple times. But oh my, Saturday isn't over yet. Alex Boye was performing that night and I went! My friend met me outside my hale (he lives in the next one over) and we went over together. We, well he made us, sat behind bars so we could put our feet up without being all awkward. I had a really good time, and Alex Boye is really funny. I am so glad I decided to go, and honestly, I was amazed that my friend didn't just go sit by someone else. So, that made me feel a lot better about myself. I didn't go to bed early because we went to another hale and talked to a bunch of people until quite late. (once again, I was surprised he let me go).
Sunday. Fast Sunday. Well, my meals weren't any different because the school doesn't serve breakfast, and I am too lazy to eat lunch before church (mine starts at 12:20). It was fine, I don't think there was anything amazing about it, other than all the powerful testimonies. Ward prayer was fun, now that I have been to one. This guy Justin, who is also in my Book of Mormon class came and we talked. He was really nice, and I thought we would get along, I really haven't talked to him since... that kinda makes me sad. Maybe I will try to get to know him better, you should know why if you know me.
Wow. That was only a week! That was a pretty busy week. Wow.
Monday! Well I didn't do a ton, other than go to FHE (we were supposed to play Ultimate Frisbee, but we didn't) and talk to a few girls in my ward and hale. There is this girl Cynthia, as I later learned, who was playing my favorite Lindsey Stirling song: Crystallize. It was amazing, and I told her so. On Monday night it was rainy and I was FREEZING and felt like I hadn't slept a wink. Turns out like the whole campus was the same way, go figure, we all kind of looked like zombies walking around. Tuesday was the day that I really started worrying about my grades, getting a job and paying for school. I am seriously so stressed it isn't even funny at all.
Wednesday was Daddy's birthday! Don't worry, I have it now, and I am going to send it out hopefully Monday :/. I love you dad, and I can't wait to see you again! On this day I took my math test... 66%. I am ashamed. I cried, like tears were streaming down my face when I got back to my room. Thursday! Well I got a lot done in like an hour right before Bio. I did homework, which I have like never done. We are starting the Genetics Unit, which I LOVE! They are so interesting, and I like to think I understand it better than cell stuff. I took my bio test... 56%. These seriously are the WORST test scores I have gotten in my life. I don't even know what is my problem, it is worrying me beyond belief.
Finally, Friday. On this lovely day, my HWST teacher decided to let us forgo class and enjoy the 'aina. ( it is the land, or that which feeds). Instead of going outside, I got my housekeeping things and paper filled out. I figured that if I did it then, I could do more for me Saturday. The movie I watched, and I have dubbed Friday nights 'Date Night with Myself' because I don't have friends :(. I watched The Clash of the Titans, which I have been wanting to see for a while, and I quite liked it. Today! Well, yesterday technically, but close enough. I slept in and didn't even set an alarm. I got up before 9. I went to the beach with one of the girls I know, McKenna, and her "flatmates" as she calls them :). Anyways, I don't think they liked me... or the fact that I crashed their party... Well I did get a little burned, but that's okay! It wore me out. I came home, showered, ate and then slept. It was great. I ate dinner later and then watched the Addams Family. I didn't like it, and it was a waste of 2 hours, quite frankly.
Well, there you go. My boring adventures. I am probably going to post something tomorrow, or today rather... but nobody has to read it, I just really need to vent all my frustrations away, and sorry, but I will be vague. If you feel you need more details, just message me or something because I have NO cell service in my room, and that is where I spend most of my time.
Have a happy day all you people!
Loves, Jaz
Hey, it was good to hear from you! I totally remember DESPISING my biology class!! I enjoy other types of science stuff, but that one totally rocked me!! Just do your best & try to pass! :) That was my philosophy! Will you be coming home for Christmas?
ReplyDeleteHaha passing is all I am hoping for anymore, or at least a C. I hope I will go home for Christmas, and if I don't have a job by then, hopefully I can stay for the whole break because nobody I know will be here.
DeleteI'll keep my fingers crossed - I'd love to see you!
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