Right now, I am seriously confused and at odds with myself.
So, there's this guy at home that I have really strong feelings for, at least, I think I do. I am going through an internal battle with myself about him. I am torn between trying to figure out if it could ever go anywhere beyond where it was at before I left him... or if I want to meet someone who will make me feel like I did when I was with him. I don't know if I want someone to come along and make me forget about him or try to make it work... I'm just so confused, and he isn't helping - every time I try to ask a question he won't answer, and its tearing me apart.
How do you give so much time to someone and just expect to have them out of your mind and heart within a few months? Well that isn't happening for me. I love him, and I don't want to give, I try not to give up on things that are a little bit broken (something I always told him because he is so much better than he thinks).
I found a song that I think applies to this situation a bit, how I feel at least: Never Stop by Safetysuit. It's one of the most romantic songs, and someday I want someone to feel that way about me because I'm starting to feel like I'm unlovable...
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