Well it has been a long while since I have posted anything... I keep meaning to, and then I get halfway through a post and get distracted and don't post it.
On the upside, there are less than 40 days until I get to go home and begin yet another new chapter of my life. I am both excited and really scared for this. One thing that I'm scared that I'm going to meet someone (a guy specifically) and I'm going to fall in love with him, think that its a good idea to get married and in the future have it end badly. I have this little plan in my head that I know who I would prefer to marry, and if we did it wouldn't be exactly easy, but it would be a good marriage if we both put all we have into it. This is in my mind because quite a few of the people that I went to school with are either engaged or already married. There are others that are getting married and I am really excited for them, and others that amaze me because they're my age and ready to be married and here I am in love with someone who I don't have a clue what is going on. I am so not ready to be married yet, and I hope that it does happen eventually because I really want kids. I have realized how much I miss kids by not being around them. But no, I'm not going to go out and have a baby, I will wait for the right time and hope that I find the right man to marry and have kids with.
I have a lot of big decisions coming up in the next year. I get to find somewhere to live on my own, outside of my parents house in Lehi. I get to figure out how to run a business, go to school and have a job. I get to freaking figure out what I want to do with my education. Geez, if I find time to breathe when I get back to Utah I will be happy.
Fortunately, I have a lot of things to look forward to in the coming month here in Hawaii. I have field trips galore coming up in my conservation biology class that I am so excited for. I'll let you know when they get closer. I have made some friends and I am getting comfortable here, right before I leave which is okay because a lot of people aren't even staying for summer anyway.
So, yeah, that's all my brain can think of right now... I've been a little overloaded the last little while, so here's an insight into my crazay life.
I have a lot of big decisions coming up in the next year. I get to find somewhere to live on my own, outside of my parents house in Lehi. I get to figure out how to run a business, go to school and have a job. I get to freaking figure out what I want to do with my education. Geez, if I find time to breathe when I get back to Utah I will be happy.
Fortunately, I have a lot of things to look forward to in the coming month here in Hawaii. I have field trips galore coming up in my conservation biology class that I am so excited for. I'll let you know when they get closer. I have made some friends and I am getting comfortable here, right before I leave which is okay because a lot of people aren't even staying for summer anyway.
So, yeah, that's all my brain can think of right now... I've been a little overloaded the last little while, so here's an insight into my crazay life.
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